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No sex, day one…

October 15, 2013

Ok so this is kinda gonna be for my benefit/knowledge I apologize that this will not be very interesting or entertaining.  This is going to act as a Clock of Sexual activity in my life.

With my wife recently discovering she has PCOS or whatever it is, she has just stopped finding me attractive in any fashion.  So this is a tracker of how many days it goes that she shows interest in me, here are the rules:

1. I can’t instigate any sexual activity, she has to, regardless of what it is.
2. Porn will be my tool of use, as it has been for sometime now

So i’ve had this problem before in the past, where my wife just completely doesn’t want anything, nothing, she doesn’t want to partake in a single thing ever.  Seeing as how we were both virgins, I don’t understand how sex didn’t strike her fancy as much as it did mine, or its just she isn’t attracted, either way I really hope this doesn’t last long, but who am I kidding.  This is the first record of this at all, this has actually been going on for about a month now, and i’m pretty depressed and irritated by it all.  But in the past when I mention it she “Totally wants me all the time” which is totally BS.  Anyway, this is a kind of depressing post and i’m sorry about that, I just had to put this down somewhere.  So on the record this has been…Day 1.

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From → Drama, Family, Life

One Comment
  1. I understand where you are coming from, as in my case it is my husband who lost interest years ago. It’s extremely difficult to handle and you do need to let it out in a healthy way. I’m at a better place with it now than I used to be, but I’ve also had years to deal with it all and come to a better understanding within myself of it. I won’t give you any false “feel good” words, but just to say I do understand.

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