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“Your dreams lay in a pile of rubble, what do you have now?”

February 6, 2014

It sucks to stop and think about your life sometimes and just where you are and realize you’re coming up on 27 and all your dreams are distant memories.  Or were they always just that, thoughts, did you ever have any true dreams to start with?  I don’t mean to be a downer here but truly think about it.

Then you begin to ask yourself what does life mean to you, and what would a successful life include?  Do your bullet list and see where you stack up and then judge why you are where you are.  Coming up on year 3 working for dollar general, is this an accomplishment?  In some ways yeah, and if you compare it to others you’re doing pretty damn good, but fulfillment still seems to dodge me.

Then I stare at the floor for a while, contemplate what it is I actually want out of this crappy life.  And again I circle back to my curse that is porn, or just become easily distracted by bullshit, mainly youtube.

Oh well, the wheel still turns, the clock still ticks, and life continues weather you actually want it to or not.

As always, thanks for reading!

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